July 2nd, 2006
|12:29 pm - WHAT THE HELL!|
I AM SO FUCKING PISSED AT MY BOYFRIEND RIGHT NOW!!! I JUST FOUND OUT THAT HE WENT 120 MI/HR LAST NIGHT IN HIS CAR!!!
The lame reason for doing so, is because he hadn't taken his friend for a ride in his black firebird yet ... so this justifies going 120 mi/hr! Goddammit why in the hell can't he understand that it doesn't matter if he's a good driver or not. You can KILL people driving that fast, whether or not you actually crash into someone. Not only that, but you can kill yourself! Goddammit, what if someone had been driving near him, and all of a sudden he comes up behind them whipping around them, and the other driver in confusion, since it's so late at night, loses control of the car and crashes into someone else or drives off the road?!?! He would be in a whole WORLD of trouble if he killed someone by speeding. And I'd be in a whole world of pain if he ever hurt himself or someone else or worse while driving.
I wish he'd understand why it upsets me so much when he needlessly speeds! I wish he'd not only understand, but react to it and change the behavoir!
I want him to be safe and healthy. I want him to make wiser choices. Yet, I can't change him ... and what I want for him may not be what he needs. Regardless, it still doesn't change how I feel about the situation.
Does anyone agree with me? Or am I flying off the handle for no good reason? ~Because granted, he is driving slower now that he's met me. And he's only REALLY sped this one time since me telling him he should think about slowing down. But it only takes ONE time to ruin your life!.
Let me know what you think. That includes you too Josh.
P.S. Even though I'm mad at you hunny. I still feel so much for you it makes my head spin. If anything, keep in mind that when I'm angry with you ... I still feel how much I care for you just as strong as my anger may be. Perhaps one day ... I'll stop being so angry.
Current Mood: pissed off
|Date:||July 2nd, 2006 06:21 pm (UTC)|| |
I can see why you are pissed.
I was taking my old friend for a ride, and she loves to speed and wanted me to drive fast, she wanted me to go past 125mph, but I decided not to, so I ended up going 120mph and she was still happy.
Anyways, I'll slow down again and try to keep from speeding for a while.
Josh(The bad speeding bf)